Ok, this is my first Journal entry....

It is about beeing here over one year now...
Adhonis had a journal entry yesterday that takes me to my entry today, I had to think about "What should I do to become noticed by
anybody", Favouriting art of other ones and write Critiques to it, is a good way for sure.
But then I saw this Deviant with the "Flash animationed man F***** your Mom" And I asked myself is it worth to spend that much time,
afford and anithing else in my drawings?
Try to learn new techniques, spend the whole day infront of my Computer... to produce something nobody notice?

I`m sure a lot of Deviants here are asking theirselves the same question?!

After a long time of thinking about that I was sure that it is the right way to spend that much time in my work.... Because if Deviantart wouldnt be there i wouldnt have the ambition to make art, to get better untill anibody recognizes me.

I wish there would be someone that critiques me, that would say, hey,
this isnt bad but you have to learn more about anatomy or shading or anithing else, just a "wow amazing"
(even this, I never read under my art hahahah /Sarcasm) doesnt help me at all.
Reiq did this a long time ago and i m very happy that he did this because after that
i knew what i have to learn to get better.... This helps every deviant.

I think the people are too shy to write things like "your anatomy is completely wrong or something like that, ok that sounds very roude but I think you get what I mean. My old Art Teacher said to me one time " without beeing smashed in his ass an artist won`t become realy good." Is it true.... in my case, it is!

I would be very happy if all of you writes me now, my art sucks, this would help me alot hahahahah just kidding
Just think about it and maybe in one year everything has changed.....^^


Thanks for reading this, and I wish you a very nice day!

Greetings Aexys